Life's a real drab. from my angle. it isn't going the way i want it to, thats for sure. go figure. X) people go just soo easily. if only life would be more gentle with things. I mean it would as hell be nice if life was a bed of unthorn-ed roses. but looking at how life would be soo mundane, creeps me out. there wouldn't be no problems, no one in this world would pass on, new offsprings would come, && i bet there'll be hardly any place to breathe. the world would be such a sardine can. X) it's past a 2months after my granpa's death. mom was as strong as usual, she's my wonderwoman, i always tell myself, that when i grow up, i wanna be just like her. but looking at the resemblance, i don't look a tad wee bit. X) hahaha. i'm proud like that, cus i have a mum who's always there for me, nomatter what. so much for mother's day. it's coming, no? so this is somekind of tribute to her. haha. X) reminiscing on the days when my granpa was still around, it seems soo close. && now his gone. i got over it. but not entirely. memories would not erase that easily, thats the biggy. X) yesterday, in the evening, got a call from granma, something told me it isn't good. tru enough. mum && granma were having a few words, && mum screamed. so her. right there && then. an automatic sigh came out of me. my granma's nephew passed away. according to mom, he died of leukemia. all this while, i thought the line of curse was gone. now it turns out like a death row waiting to be carried out. it stinks to be me right now. forcing a smile wherever i go. not that i want anyone to ask, but it'll be nice. && awkward at the same time. just dont want anyone to get burdened by all the problems. && sides, i'm not the type who'd be the angry one when with people. i try. (: Carrie underwood has been a real inspiration to me. her song temporary home, made soo much impact in my life..it was an uber meaningful song. it surpasses any other song made today. i'm exaggerating. but somehow, knowing that people i love have gone to a place better than earth, puts everything in a diff. perspective. I love you Grandpa, Great aunt, && uncle. Rest in peace. i know you already are. (':
veron signing off with memories impaled in her heart. < 3
the rest is still unwritten (:
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