Saturday, October 30, 2010

Dear John < 3

lol. what's up with the title you ask? haha. it's a name of a song && a movie. didn't really have to time to watch tho. but DEAR JOHN'S playing at the background. (: it's a really powerful song. haah. i guess. listen to the lyrics, you'll get why . anyways, figured that its never a good idea to really really love LOVE someone until you forget who you truly are inside. let nothing bring you down. && NOT EVEN love. hah. what am i saying? it's really tough to do that. i admit. but sometimes or maybe oneday, we just haveta let go. either if you want it or not. Life's a hard ball game. as much as we would want it to go OUR way. it just doesn't. && THAT STINKS. >.< even if life throws you down, don't ever EVER let go, hold on to the last strand of thread, cus that's all you've got. (: falling out of love doesn't really mean that it's the end of it all, it just simply means that you've gotta get set for more changes && surprises life has to offer in the future. && the best part of it all? you'll have the memories to remind you of . && when we grow older, we woud look back at it not with regret, but with pride, cuz we made it tru the rough terrain ride. && these are all that makes life a huge ball of fun all at the same time. (: mistakes are made so we could learn from it every day. Guess this is when history comes in. hahah HISTORY??!! hha. so hey you, i bet you already know you've got a chip of my heart, would you be kind enough to return it before you go? my heart's aching to find it's missing puzzle piece. pls && tq. && oh, just for the road, I'm really as hell gonna miss you, that's for sure. so i guess, that leaves all the feelings' that's sooner or later gonna change into mere memories of you. && just hopefully, it'll fade with time. until i see you again. <3 (:



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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Like HEEEYYY < 3

PMR ended pretty fast. like WHOOOSH. preparing for it was the most vivid memory that's still stuck in my head like a leeach. eeerrgh. no doubt, life goes on. X) our school had this activity for post-PMR students. lol. yea. && you guessed it. I didn't turn up. lol. i think the teacher's like gonna give me a warning letter or something by now. XD what was i doing the whole time when i wasn't in school? went to work with mum. XD in her office. it was suuuuuu dhang cool. well, kinda. its somehting like a call centre. idk how to explain, but you get the picture right? XD so nuff bout me. the computer hasn't really been a pal these days. this stinks. >.< oh weell, gotta blast. (:




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Monday, October 11, 2010

FreeeeeeDOOM.

11 of October. this is the day when all hells' gates are shut closed. LOL. WTH. let's cut to the chase aiight? XD PMR just went byebye. i know i should be shouting my lungs out by now. but i'm surprisingly dumbfounded && currently in a daze. idk why. its just weird. REALLY WEIRD. && not to mention we had siew chin crying in the corner. && NO. not because she couldn't answer her KH questions. but she waz too over the moon that PMR's down the drain. we suffered hell. i mean i did. KINDA. EEK. but i guess its gonna be for a good cause if i get what i've been ever seeking for - 7A's. as hard && dumb as it may sound. yea. i REALLY WANNa GET that 7A'S. call me a geek, freak or just plain lame, but i just wanna see myself going somewhere in life. yenno. :D The last paper- KH wuz crappy. i didn't really know what i was answering. number one. I DON'T SEW. two. I DON'T DO GARDENING,three. I DON'T HAVE NO GREEN FINGERS. (evn my bean sprout died. forgot to water it). hah. four. I AIN'T NO PLUMBER && NO. HELL NO. I DON'T CLEAN THE HOUSE. XD snap. don't know if i should cry or laugh. or BOTH. lol. just gonna leave it all to god i guess. XD *prays*. amen. (:








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Friday, October 8, 2010

Miss ya :D

It's been godknows how many days since i went on9. && i finally did yesterday. hah. After 3 consecutive days of pmr examination. which didn't really end YET, I went on9. weeeee. && then got bored. ==. XD i still do have math && living skills on monday. && i'm still on9 now. way to ace them. =( just get sooo bored. soooooooo easily. XD got in to a tirade with mum && dad. more of dad who keeps suggesting that I should continue studying til the pmr's done. lol. I know. but i can't help it. the agreement we made did pretty impressively helped us. evntho i went on && choo did too. but hey. i gave up going on9 just to study. dhang i'm good. *dad calls* great. thats my cue. gotta go . (: keep you guys posted next week. loves <3




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