Life's BUMP. =|

Life's being a big FAT meenie nowadays. no idea why. wished i knew. tots hectic. like REALLY. don't think i'd find a time out for myself to REALLY have fun && relax. schedule's jam packed with homework, tuition, work && whatnots. what are holidays when you can't evn play? i'm starting to see all the bad parts of life now. as much as i don't want to. but somehow the neg. things are streaming in one by one. got noone to turn to, rely on && just for mere support && a shoulder to cry on. but TCH. i don't need that. right? whateves. by gones are by gones. been reallllyyy eeemoe these days. not my usual stress-free person i was. everything's apparently changing in time. && i'm just not there to even just 'BE THERE'. being emmmooo can be reaaalyyy a drag. frens around you prob. don't get why you are that way, && explaining it becomes a real challenge && then you just tend to plain ignore ppl around you. ppl have been like : hey, veron what's up with you status? looks like you're upset about something' && stuffs like that. lol. i get it. each && evytime i read my own status, it hits me as a whole diff person, like i don't evn noe who. guess i've not been having a place to pour enough of my burdens onto. && blogs, facebook, pillow, && all the socialnetties && stuufs become the victims of it all. && being ME just stinks real bad. don't know if anyone out there feels the same. its basically uber hard to explain what is going on now in my life of mess. UNCOMPREHENDABLE, i'd say. so guess this wraps practically everything i can think of . loves <3

note to self: trust life a lil' (:

the rest is still unwritten (: