I believe we all have opportunities knocking at our doors before and for some reasons, we just couldn't get ourselves to take it in our stride, for reasons only God knows. But whatever that comes our way, We have the capability to walk AWAY from it just cus..life goes on. and it doesnt stop for the world.
While others lament on how they missed the opportunities right in front of them, some would regret on the things that they did in the past and fearing that it just isn't ENOUGH. Nothing's ever enough. Now that, that feeling of regret can consume you way much more than u can ever imagine. Let's just say, the feeling of regret isn't something we wanna feel. nope.
Let's get back to business shall we? haha.
On the morning of a Thursday, the day that made us all squirm in 'excitement' anticipating for out results..
My dad was up earlier than I was. My dad is always regarded as the 'worry-er' in our family. tch. Go figure.
That day was My first time driving through the familiar route to my alma mater. It was loonger and scarier somehow.
We greeted the teachers and some warm familiar faces with nod, a grin and the 'most abused phrase of the day'- All the best!
Boy, Saying those few words, made me shiver every single time...
At 10AM Sharp, we were given the access to the main hall where everyone was crowding over..We were the few early birds on that occasion..
The sheet of thin paper that we had to wait months for and that was gonna be the 'passport' to greater things in life, was finally here..
I took a peek at it and I remember the school photographers taking snapshots of my frown. Great. just perfect.
I obtained 7A's and 2B's for my SPM .The B's are for BM and History. Though I wouldn't like to shout about it. I had initially prayed, hope and expected a string of straight A's. Wishful thinking maybe? hmm.
The feeling was just as complicated as answering an Add Math question WITHOUT A CALCULATOR. Beat That.
It was somehow mixed and masked with the joy of being able to see my teachers and friends who I owe so much to for my success. While The bigger lump of credit would go to my parents for all the undying support throughout my stressful times studying endlessly for my SPM. They were all there. And with the help of the Almighty, I made it through whatever the results may be. I am contented. This will be a precursor for greater and better things ahead. :)) I reached my goal, And that's to obtain at least A's for my science subjects. I did. And for that, I thank God . :')
Now That I'm done with the 'stint' that all high schoolers would fret days and nights about, I feel a little better. Wayyyy waaayyy better than preparing for it. Now, On to worry about my college.
I've just enrolled in a foundation in science programme which will take a year to complete. The next step? Med. school. So working hard would have to be second nature to me as i step into college life.
No more teachers to nag at you to pass up your overdue homework, no more route learning, no more getting spoon fed (literally) . It's when you have to strut your stuff to survive. Competitions are inevitable and in Med school I think I'll be asking for it. haha. No matter, When you love the things you do, You'll do it with all your heart. and soul. :) And let nothing deter u from your dreams of being someone who's gonna make a difference in the life of others.
And to all my classmates, and friends of the 95-ers, I like to wish you guys all the best in your future undertakings and may your dreams become reality. May God lead you in ways that He wants you to go . (Y)
And as for my beloved juniors, I may not know all of you, haha but may you pass with flying colours in your SPM, and know that, at the end of the day, the number of A's you obtain is just a mere number/ grade. Do not let it douse the fire in you to keep moving forward and press on when the going gets tough .
The feeling was just as complicated as answering an Add Math question WITHOUT A CALCULATOR. Beat That.
It was somehow mixed and masked with the joy of being able to see my teachers and friends who I owe so much to for my success. While The bigger lump of credit would go to my parents for all the undying support throughout my stressful times studying endlessly for my SPM. They were all there. And with the help of the Almighty, I made it through whatever the results may be. I am contented. This will be a precursor for greater and better things ahead. :)) I reached my goal, And that's to obtain at least A's for my science subjects. I did. And for that, I thank God . :')
Now That I'm done with the 'stint' that all high schoolers would fret days and nights about, I feel a little better. Wayyyy waaayyy better than preparing for it. Now, On to worry about my college.
I've just enrolled in a foundation in science programme which will take a year to complete. The next step? Med. school. So working hard would have to be second nature to me as i step into college life.
No more teachers to nag at you to pass up your overdue homework, no more route learning, no more getting spoon fed (literally) . It's when you have to strut your stuff to survive. Competitions are inevitable and in Med school I think I'll be asking for it. haha. No matter, When you love the things you do, You'll do it with all your heart. and soul. :) And let nothing deter u from your dreams of being someone who's gonna make a difference in the life of others.
And to all my classmates, and friends of the 95-ers, I like to wish you guys all the best in your future undertakings and may your dreams become reality. May God lead you in ways that He wants you to go . (Y)
And as for my beloved juniors, I may not know all of you, haha but may you pass with flying colours in your SPM, and know that, at the end of the day, the number of A's you obtain is just a mere number/ grade. Do not let it douse the fire in you to keep moving forward and press on when the going gets tough .
God Bless. <3 nbsp="" p="">-Veronica-
And when you're out of school, that's when flashback haunts you && you'll miss it even though you swore to never will..
With Love .
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