I just realise i havent been blogging for a longgg lonngggg time. right. i'm exaggerating. tahaha. couldn't really find the mood to . things have been diff. lately for my family && I. we lost a best friend, cum granpa && dad on the 2nd of February. just a day before CNY. && right smack that on Reunion day. we were all prepared && on the go for CNY. but no matter. We can't question God on what he wants to do to us && for us.we can only sit there && watch. as cruel as it sounds. it was a really hard thing to accept tho. considering it all happen all of a sudden., a bolt out of the blue && on CNY eve. the best thing to know was that he passed on peacefully. he was down with flu days prior to his passing. but now he's with the Lord. that's the best thing we, as family members can have a grip on. i'll miss the days when he && granma would come over for a stay with us && we'd have soo much fun, the times where he would always remind us to order my fav. dish - fried prawns ( lai lue har in cantonese), times where my dad && i would spazz with him for hours on the telly about badminton tournaments, the times where he would call just to say hello && take care, every night on the phone with mum on how her days have been, the days where he'd be my mum's councellor when evrything gets out of hand, the times where he would say 'colded' (which apparently doesn't exist in the dictionary) but somehow made its way to his long list of vocabulary.X) && etc. Without my grandad, things have been a whole diff thing altogether. all wasn't as hell well with the world. && that STINKS. its been more than a week now after his passing, I'm keeping my cool, as usual. didn't cry as much as i did before. but i guess the thought that my granpa is having the time of his life in heaven with God makes everything feel a tad wee bit right. (: somehow. oh well, it's time i strut ahead && move on. thanks to Ng Peck Yin who keeps reminding me to 'cry it all out' with her over the hedge touching, && remarkably-pro-unlike-her, piano solo, i can't. haha. if you're reading this deb. don't worry, i won't kill you just yet. X) My verdict of life? Life is like a Bi*ch that needs to be tamed. like seriously.
veron signing off with a good ol' peace of mind. (:
The rest is still unwritten (:
0 comments:
Post a Comment