The verve of blogging. :D

yup. I'm blogging again. Idk. i just feel soo at home now when i blog. I'm suppose to be doing my pile of cobweb infested homework. && esp Bio, math, add math, phy, BM. && etc. (end of thinking capacity) X) well who cares, its time i pamper myself once in a while. X) losing today made me stronger, && more humble i guess. no doubts about that. && we'll need the tenacity to carry on with w/e life has got in our way.go figure.=o I SERIOUSLY SOUND FAMILIAR. GREAT. I think i'm starting to sound like dad. WHOOPS. no wayyyyyyy. nohhh waayyy. nebahhh. shooot. >.< anywaysss, have been satisfying my inexhaustible curiosity BY reading newspapers. hah. yea. i basically DO now. omg. exactly. x) after seeing myself 'making a fool of myself', hah. i figured i need some ammunition, lock && load, && I'M GOOD TO GO. XD ammunition would consist of books, more books, && newspapers. yikes. blogging about it gives me goosebumps. =P
oh well, will keep you guys updated if i survive, that is. :D


veronica signing off && will be back with ammunitions attached. (:


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PHAILED =o

yes. as a teammate, as a student, as a debater. && yea. practically evrything at all. I sound modest you say? i wish. but its ntg but the truth. after debate competition today, my perception of debate, was like WOW. its only obvious we didn't win, but we lost bad. i should add. wait. of have we? i mean yea sure, we did our best, i knew my fwens did. but me? i dont wanna be too sure bout that. opposition was the bomb. they were strong, aggressive, a taddd weee bit abrasive if you ask me. they have the 'oh i'm nice && sweet' face. oh sure, yea they do. but during the debate, they were no fooling around type. basically from 'i'm nice && sweet' to 'you want a piece of me'? && "oh-so-gentle" to TIGRESSES OF THE DAY.so that kinda saw me making the biggest mistake of my life. not to mention making a fool out of myself. i'm gonna wanna leave the 'making a fool out of myself' part for when you ask me in person. XD hah. but after it was all finished, we still, somehow, idk how, smile. well i did. ALOT. my teeth was at evryones faces. X) ugh. lol/ but it was a good try. i guesss. there's always a beginning to evrything in life. && i guess, this is where learning comes in. i don't wanna blame anyone for not having to train us, or giving us the moral support that we solely needed, but i kinda felt that we should be trained from the beginning. sadly, we weren't. && sooo, like i said. still noone is to be blamed for our loss. we just gotta fight harder the next time. winning && losing is part && parcel of life. if we don't lose someday, we won't be able to strive harder for the next time round. gee. i sound familiar. dad? hahha. may be. X) && for that point of time, watching them in awe, i kinda secretly told myself, to read more. my english then was ATROCIOUS, evn I couldn't understand myself. i practically made no sense whatsoever. i officially hate me now. =(

time doesnt permit me blogging right now. should be taking a longgg warm shower . && studying. who cares if we lose. we did it together, win or lose, we always have a next time to look forward to. right guys? (: RIGHT. <3 thanks for being still there for me tru all my flaws && undeniably 'lame at times' nature. looking forward to a next debate competition with you guys again. <3




Veronica sigining off with no regrets. i hope so. X)


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IStoleYourQuote (:

Yea, yes,#nods/ I stole aini's aka Kim's quote pic. from her blog. talking about stalking && stealing at the same time. *screams# idk where she gets her load of eternal-flowing quotes from/. after screening tru her TUMBLR the otha day, I've been spazzing on all quotes i see. dhang, ask KIM if you are in some kind of dire need of some quotes to make your day. she has it all. loves#/


veronica signing off with guilt. (:

#screams as aini strolls in*. \o//



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ISeriouslyMissYou =O

 

Can this be any 'true-er'?? X) i'm not gonna lie about anything now. i'm gonna wanna come clean about evything. yup. i'm serious. maybe with blogging this the feel of regret would just fade with time. (: 

We were best of friends, right until now, well i stil hope we are. i really miss those days when you'd call just to say 'hi'. You'd call for the most random-est things known to men. haha. but seriously, it was cute of you. (: maybe that was why i was into you all this while. you're funny, sweet, nice, my source of strength, councelor, helper with w/e problems i encounter. Idk if i'll ever find anyone who can really replace you. I still remember && miss the times you'd call in the middle of the night, && we'd talk, laugh about almost everything, well, i think i did all the laughing instead. haha. but it took someone with courage to do what you did. even if i were to regret. i would only because i didn't tell you how i feel. you're weird, awkward, funny, lame, nerdy && eveything geeky. but i like you. (: && eventhough its been pretty long since i've talked to you, or even text you, the memories will still be popping in, giving me vague pictures of everything i can still remember. missed ya dude. (: if you could only see me now <3 . haha. cheesy. what can i say, i learnt from the best  (: 

Veronica signing off with no regrets. hope to see you soon pal. (:

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Random-onitron :D

 Totallay :D

heeeee :D

 

Now isn't this just sweet? you do the math <3

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Just a dream (:

Topic is irrelevant. X) just when i thought life couldn't get any worse, it did. =p well, not that i'm complaining, eventhough i have all right to. i rather not. X) got a lonnnnngggg tirade from dad. && his usual self. man, he can really talk. the longest speech of his was when we made our way, in his 'bat mobile' from Klang to PJ. && it didn't really stop just there. it continued. wonder if he ever gets thirsty. hah. as loyal, good, filial daughter of his, i abide, listen eventhough its hurting my ears, to each && evything he professes. hah. && this is not evn the worst that has heppened to me. after my granpa's passing on that is. dhang, i miss you. ='( my granpa i mean. in case you were wondering. X) Debating was one thing that kept me, i mean US.  awake tru all the twilights known to men. first round was a walk-over. HAH. we were up to compete with school 'X' && the preparations were like 'BOOM', never before will you see me prepare, sit down diligently while doing something, && yea. i did. just for debate. && now they have the AUDACITY to say there're not ready? or whats worse, don't have anyone to debate with us???!!!! do you know who we are???? noone. yea. hahaha. i'm kidding. i'm totally chilled out. the next round, we have to REALLY get tru. beat the lights && crap outt of anyone human being. watch out y'all the charlie's withh dominate . hah. eat that. Moot motion? 'Parent's should be responsible for thier school going children' discipline problems. any points to share? feel free to comment this post. thanks in advance (:

veronica signing off with fingers crossed that debate competition will be a cool, refreshing, enlightening breeze. aww yea!! :D



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OH GOSH =o

I just realise i havent been blogging for a longgg lonngggg time. right. i'm exaggerating. tahaha. couldn't really find the mood to . things have been diff. lately for  my family && I. we lost a best friend, cum granpa && dad on the 2nd of February. just a day before CNY. && right smack that on Reunion day. we were all prepared && on the go for CNY. but no matter. We can't question God on what he wants to do to us && for us.we can only sit there && watch. as cruel as it sounds. it was a really hard thing to accept tho. considering it all happen all of a sudden., a bolt out of the blue && on CNY eve. the best thing to know was that he passed on peacefully. he was down with flu days prior to his passing. but now he's with the Lord. that's the best thing we, as family members can have a grip on. i'll miss the days when he && granma would come over for a stay with us && we'd have soo much fun, the times where he would always remind us to order my fav. dish - fried prawns ( lai lue har in cantonese), times where my dad && i would spazz with him for hours on the telly about badminton tournaments, the times where he would call just to say hello && take care, every night on the phone with mum on how her days have been, the days where he'd be my mum's councellor when evrything gets out of hand, the times where he would say 'colded' (which apparently doesn't exist in the dictionary) but somehow made its way to his long list of vocabulary.X)    && etc. Without my grandad, things have been a whole diff thing altogether. all wasn't as hell well with the world. && that STINKS. its been more than a week now after his passing, I'm keeping my cool, as usual. didn't cry as much as i did before. but i guess the thought that my granpa is having the time of his life in heaven with God makes everything feel a tad wee bit right. (: somehow. oh well, it's time i strut ahead && move on. thanks to Ng Peck Yin who keeps reminding me to 'cry it all out' with her over the hedge touching, &&  remarkably-pro-unlike-her, piano solo,  i can't. haha. if you're reading this deb. don't worry, i won't kill you just yet. X) My verdict of life? Life is like a Bi*ch that needs to be tamed. like seriously.



veron signing off with a good ol' peace of mind. (:

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Kiss the rain - Yiruma (':

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The heart never lies (:

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