Addiction :D

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Dreams work. or so i thought. D:

Day two. of not doing my atomic atoms of piles of homework. moving to the beat of Elevator- David archie at the background. hahaha. filled with head-bobbing madness :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i feel great today. beats me why. =O had a whale of time watching DEE social network. i know i know. i'm a lil backwards-ly dinasaurily retarded. hahaha. i like watching movies at home. well NOT all the time. X) just got news from my mum that the company my mum's in aka the company i worked in during the holis. are looking for language trainers. heee. boss asks if i could go back there to train the agents. HAH. that totally came out. to be modestly true, i don't think i'm fit for it. like seriously. my english is atrocious. I don't read as much as i do. can't find time. tell me, how can someone with the right frame of mind, juggle 2 things at once. make that 3.. && need i continue. X) i feel busy already. hhaha. && oh for the record, i think i'm getting a feeling that being in science stream isnt as bad as i think. homework apart, i think i might be having the time of my life. i haven't been really paying attention to the people i care about the most in my life.i feel bad. really bad. && you might think i'm kidding. no joke. i feel 101% remorseful right now. go figure. X) i'm sorry if i havent done what you expect me to do, sorry for all the times that i've left you out of things, && for the times i never got the chance to express how i feel, ( in a nice way), for all the promises i broke, && for all the words that have bore holes in your heart that you cannot erase by your own means. i've made tonns of mistakes in my 16years of life. && i'm regretting it now. but just sometimes, i just gotta tell myself  to be strong, && move on. you may think i dont care, but i do. i just dont show it. i'm not the type to. i keep it to myself, as awkward as it seems, i talk to myself when evrything just gets out of control for me to handle. i'm tired of locking it all up in my tower of regrets && problems. ooooooooooooo. too touchy. hahaah. X) i got you there didn't i? Here's to my peeps who i love to the depth of the deepest ocean, I love you guys, && you know that. I have my flaws && i don't think i can hide it long from you guys. i'm just gonna play along. && if i ever get on your nerves, come up to me, && let it all go. i may not be able to take it. LOL. but i still have my bed to go home with troubles with. (: no sweat. <3



veron signing of with the hope that her sorries get across. if it didn't, your loss. i tried. =P




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Forget you. =P

Who cares if you disagree? you are not me. who died && made you king of anything? =P totally expresses my mood right now. hahah. school hasn't been a real pal these days. Life of a 16 year old basically revolves around the worst things you can ever concoct . pfft. like that can get any worst. well i think it actually did. got detention && had to stay out of class for about a period && a half of BM. I mean i totally do not blame the teacher for doing that, it IS my fault for not bringing my books. wait. correction, book. && we had to stay out of class . as embarrassing as it seems haha i took it as the biggest challenge, not to brag, but i manage a smile. hahah. i guess its cus a few of us were out there, && i wasn't the only one. teeheee. X) but it takes great courage to fake even a smirk rite? totally. but it was an experience to remember to ALWAYS. ALWAYS. bring my books. && listen to each && every word that the teacher professes. =O what a job. Got selected to join the debating team. guessed the teacher must have read my mind or something. as easy && fun as it sounds, i'm dead afraid of the outcome && i dont think i did any preparations yet. still dont get the gist of it. nuuuuuuu. to top it all up. now its the CNY holidays again, && 22Feb will be the competition. booo. ="( speaking of which, parents say i'm good at this. i answer back ALOT. heeeee. sorry mum&&dad. well at least it helps me in a way or two. X)


NEXT! well, lookie heree,,,maybe i don't really know you that well after all. all this while i thought i did. but i didn't. sad huh. yea. XD waiting for a guy to waltz in my life is a waste of time. flirting with the randomest ppl is good. haha. statistics say so. so go on out there. && flirt your way to the top. lol. && by that i don't mean you have to do it over the hedge-ly. minimal goes a long wayyy ;D *winks*




veron signing of with a lil' tee wee bit of hope that CNY will be promising. i can smell it already! :D



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Randomised :D

I'm gonna make this post as random as the title itself. cool, no? :D yesh very cool indeed. heh. oh well, everything has changed from the previous year. I haven't heard from you since then, not that i can't forget you. i guess i already did. but the only thing i'm concerned about is how you're doing where you're at. PFFT. who am i kidding? you're no small kid. you're an overgrown cat already. X) God takes care of all animals remember? yea sure. chill veron. hahah. missed the jokes that i used to love listening to && laugh till i go sore. No chance i'll ever get that back. if i could really relive one moment of it. i'd go back to where it all started. when i got to know you. that'll be awkward. hahah. NEXT!! new year, like DUHH probably means the start of school. being in school just won't stop me from missing, reminiscing on the 2 and  1/2 months tenure in dA. smell of the room that makes you go sick when you get used to it. but being in there for the last time didn't see me throwing up. X) Dhang i miss that place (:  start of school was interestingly awkward. idk why. X) a week or 2 went by && all i see are piles and piles of homework && MORE homework. =O && what's worse, i have tuition, which also means more homework. practically my life is made up of millions of atomic atoms of books. :D geee, i gotta stop complaining && more acting. hahahah




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veron signing off with prayers that homework will be reduced in days to come. X)

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You will be missed (:

Jan 06 2011. my Grand Aunt passed on. So here's something that i'd like to remember you by grandaunt. (: First && foremost i'd like to thank you aunty for everything. basically for just being you. as cheesy as it may seem, you were there when I needed you the most, there to share everyhing you knew about the big baddie meanie world that i slowly grew to understand and adapt to. never did you too cease to shower me with your stream of advices, that i may not really understand when i wasn't of age to, but i did eventually. your words, will forever be with me, will i carry to the tip of every mountain i climb. haven't really got the chance to tell you how i faired in my PMR but i guess you heard. even if you didn't. if you're up there looking down, don't forget to drop by my blog tho. hahah. This will never comprehend how much i cherish each && every second of being with you aunt, Guess only 3 words can express it all. I LOVE YOU. ALOT. make that four. <3

Veron G signing off with fond memories of her grandaunt (: loves



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