Temporary Home. (:

Life's a real drab. from my angle. it isn't going the way i want it to, thats for sure. go figure. X) people go just soo easily. if only life would be more gentle with things. I mean it would as hell be nice if life was a bed of unthorn-ed roses. but looking at how life would be soo mundane, creeps me out. there wouldn't be no problems, no one in this world would pass on, new offsprings would come, && i bet there'll be hardly any place to breathe. the world would be such a sardine can. X) it's past a 2months after my granpa's death. mom was as strong as usual, she's my wonderwoman, i always tell myself, that when i grow up, i wanna be just like her. but looking at the resemblance, i don't look a tad wee bit. X) hahaha. i'm proud like that, cus i have a mum who's always there for me, nomatter what. so much for mother's day. it's coming, no? so this is somekind of tribute to her. haha. X) reminiscing on the days when my granpa was still around, it seems soo close. && now his gone. i got over it. but not entirely. memories would not erase that easily, thats the biggy. X) yesterday, in the evening, got a call from granma, something told me it isn't good. tru enough. mum && granma were having a few words, && mum screamed. so her. right there && then. an automatic sigh came out of me. my granma's nephew passed away. according to mom, he died of leukemia. all this while, i thought the line of curse was gone. now it turns out like a death row waiting to be carried out. it stinks to be me right now. forcing a smile wherever i go. not that i want anyone to ask, but it'll be nice. && awkward at the same time. just dont want anyone to get burdened by all the problems. && sides, i'm not the type who'd be the angry one when with people. i try. (: Carrie underwood has been a real inspiration to me. her song temporary home, made soo much impact in my life..it was an uber meaningful song. it surpasses any other song made today. i'm exaggerating. but somehow, knowing that people i love have gone to a place better than earth, puts everything in a diff. perspective. I love you Grandpa, Great aunt, && uncle. Rest in peace. i know you already are. (':
 






veron signing off with memories impaled in her heart. < 3



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#Likeaninja (:

You must be wondering whatonearth have i been up to lately until i couldnt care less to spare a minute blogging. heh. even if you didnt ask, i'll answer them anyways. well, i've been doing a bunch of stuffs worth my time. had a-3days stint of examz. like that could't be worse. being in form4 isnt at all what i thought it was. NOW i wish i was still in form 3, freaking out about PMR like what typical form3-ians are doing. hah. you flinched. X) not that freaking out about PMR isnt good. it is. it keeps you on your toes. it only confirms that you have what it takes to show PMR who's boss. X) likei'mserious. really. x) have bunch of -happygolucky- juniors who couldnt careless about the world. && right now, this year, what happens? they turn into unbubbly cute monsters, && totally not anyone i knew before. yea. sure. you may say we seniors have made loads of preps. before, && we have what it takes to score && all that. but in my case, i don't think i'm any special compared to the real smart asses you find out there. X)) so basically. do your best. keep doing exercises. LOADS OF THEM. you'll soon get the gist of it. && who knows, you'll beat PMR flat. (:




Veron signing off with a lil' bit of hope./ (:



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Don't Hate, Appreciate. < 3

Blogging makes me feel sooooo light. i mean, i'll be a burden less when i blog. it's like water. yenno, that flows when i type. whatever comes in mind, i'd be in fonts. haha. but before that, to avoid 18sx stuffs from yenno...yea. i skim tru them. heee. smart huh. iknowwwwwwright. so yea. talking about politics, as much as i try to not get there, when i'm blogging. i just had to. i mean its fun. so yea. politics occurs everywhere, cept btw animals. can't imagine Puffy && Oreo getting in trouble with politics. heee. school. ahhhh... schoool. the mother of all politics. after the country's && office ones of course. XD i can't think of any thats happening in school now. but we have this teacher who teaches us math. i mean shes okaayyy, other than the fact that she talks realllyyy reallllllyyy soft, && that shes not married, which in turn explains why she's always moody.sometimes. && a few other 'oop'-sies. other than that, shes okay in my books. the only thing i keep asking myself is , how can a teacher, who's disliked my many, be ohsofunny? OHITRHYMES. i'm good at this huh. :D no. i'm serious. shes good at jokes. wait. has she been pulling jokes or what? maybe she's just born funny. gahaha. well, at least i have something to loook forward to evryday. her eyes are always forced open to the max. so it's funny. ithinkilikeher. hahahahahaha. oh well, adios,. (:



veron signing off in a hope that she'll be more hardworking. :D




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Tough luck. =|

Lets just say...Life hasn't been a pal lately. why? try explaining 3 blows in a WEEK! make that 4. can life be any worse? life would definitely rule in my books if it'd throw lemons at me one at a time. && well, maybe sometimes cut the lemons part. spare me some. the way life's been throwing lemons at me, i think i can manage a lemon juice fountain. sheesh. what ARE the blows you ask? well first. it was not pawning Choral speaking for starters. && that was on a tuesday. fine, fair enough. veronica can take that. tooootaaallyy. && next. comes wednesday, yea. you knew that. what happened was, Cookie died. wait. did i mention before in my blog that cookie's the new guinea pig we added into the family few weeks ago? weelll, maybe almost a month. i doubt that somehow. yea. she passed on. F.T.W. why does evyone i LOVE gotta die??????? what the helll??? who's next? taylor lautner? GAHHHHH. somehow, i knew someone cast a spell on me somewhere last month. i just KNEW IT!. gahh. By the looks of it, i think cookie died of some cancer. URI or somthing they call the disease. The skin on her right ear was basically peeling for quite a number of weeks. i think. we dint thought it'd lead to more complications like her not eating, defaecated with blood, totally restless && some other problems as well. went to school on that fateful Wednesday morn. dad brought her to the vet && she died on the way. dramatic no? just like something you can get right out of dramas. chinese ones. ohh FRAHH. && right after school. WHAM! the news from my dad. && boy, he was subtle. he went like "girl, something happened" && the inside of me burned. i knew then, it had to be about cookie. A FAILED OWNER I AM. now i'm left with my trusty ol' puffy. && hey. oneee lasssttt blow. wanna know? it was foe english week. it was on the same damn day cookie died. we practice like never before. we wanted to at least PAWN this thing. && wht happens? we dint. && whats worst, we got screwed basically by a hatedbyallofthestudentbodies's teacher. she HAD to go && ruin our day, it kinda cost us our reputation. but oh well, let by gones be by gones. && sides, we did it together && for the fun of doing it. we had fun. && fun was what we were there for. so yea. i'm done. REST IN PEACE LIL' PAL. (: i'm sorry i wasn't a good owner. cheers for a cute lil' thing you are. <3




veron signing off for lesser lemons ahead.




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